So I feel like a pile of fail. I didn't help Jess with her garage sale like I said I would. I didn't go to the Netherlands to see Jen like I said I would. I didn't got to Utah to visit my friends like I said I would. I acted like a 8 year old for 2 days because I was angry at my parents and didn't talk to them or look at them and refused to do anything while on vacation. I feel like I can be motivated to work hard at anything right now. I feel worn out and lost. I have to fill out my student teaching application by the 1st of October and the whole thing scares the crap out of me. I am not good and following through on things. I like my routines of go to class, work, home, and repeat. I have no idea how I am going to survive this year knowing that I have to be responsible for a huge move in my career in a city other than E'burg. And the idea of having to find a real job with a real apartment after this school year is even worse, I don't know if I am ready for that. I think I need to talk to a councilor when I get back to school. We will have to see.
LMH
- Location:matt's
- Mood:
very warm - Music:elton john-levon
-Lisa H.
So last night I watched my first episode of House. I really liked it. i hate house, he is such and ass, but that is what makes him so great.
Band sucks, well it is mostly me. I broke my good reed, so I had to break in a new one, and I have a solo, so you can see why me stress level my go off the charts. One of the bass calrinet girls told me to biol them for a minute and then clamp them to glass to dry. Ya I killed one of them and the other are still sh*t. And my section leader is helping me shaving them down with reed rush, but still they are so bad to use!!! Tomorrow i have a 3 hour break so I am gonna break in reeds, work out, and get some studying in. Then I am gonna figure out how to play bass clef cause I am learning bassoon right now and I looked like an idiot being the only one in the room who had no idea what I was playing. I think i'm done with music next quarter, not to sure.
I went on a tour of the upperclassesman resident halls for next year living and I have a few ideas. I was going for the Anderson 3 person, kichenete, living area, bathroom apartment near the music building, Wilson with one single bed huge room, I could put a couch in there, or Stephens/Whitney like Anderson, but no kitchenete. So ya.
Stress levels are up there, I have apsy. test on Friday and 2 papers due on monday. UGH!!
-Lisa H.
- Mood:
stressed - Music:project runway on tv
okay more later, bye peeps.
-Lisa H.
- Mood:
relaxed - Music:Sarah Mclachlan-time
-psy 101 paper 2: due monday
-rha application: due feb 1st
-nrhh application: due feb 1st
-nacurh application: due feb 1st? well asap
-alpha lambda delta application: due... no idea
-read scriptures, psychology ch. 12 and 7, practice oboe and A. clarinet
-figure about relaionship
-social life
-sleep
ugh 18 credits was not the greatest idea this quarter
every day I have been really tired
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:tv guide channel
-Lisa H.
- Mood:
giddy - Music:Dido-thank you
-Lisa H.
- Mood:
giddy - Music:sg1 broca dived
New classes have been good. I was really emotional over church yesterday, really glad to be eback, but I guess the presure od the church just got to me a little. I was really inactive last month.
-Lisa H.
- Music:secret garden-chaconne
- Music:my new tv set up in my room
Laptop is nice and shinny, but they forgot to give me back my wirless card, so I need to call Best Buy.
Going back to school tomorrow with my new Tv and my fishy. See everyone around and have a great safe New Year.
Arizona is so beautiful. The air is so heavy with the scent of flowers and full of warmth. there is a really nice light breeze. so perfect, but for December? Oh well, I am happy I am not frozen. Tomorrow, I am going to the zoo with my parent's neighbor and his' daughter. He is so cool, an older British man, very sweet and kind. He brought us pi and cheese cake and is cooking us dinner tomorrow or Tuesday. Wednesday I am gonna meet Erika, who I ahven't seen in 5 years! I don't know what I am gonna do with my self.
Sam, If you want your gift you can pick it up in a-town, Kyle is home. But I will find a way to get it to you.
Well I hope everyone is well and rest, relax, and stay safe.
-Lisa H.
- Mood:
relaxed - Music:hum of the ceiling fan
-Lisa H.
- Mood:
crappy - Music:dish washer machine
Ciara liked her gift, I knew you would!!! Any who...yep.
-Lisa H.
Ran into Mary, Mark's friend from back home.
Plannning to head home Friday night. I don't want to miss out on the free icecream though. I do get to have one more girls nite before I leave.
-Lisa H.
- Music:Sarah Mclachlan-answer
| You Have a Melancholic Temperament |
![]() Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. |
- Music:trans siberian ochrestra
-Lisa H.
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Alanis Morisette-uninvited

- Mood:
chipper - Music:Christmas music
( Girls night out and in )
- Mood:
tired - Music:u2-the unforgettable fire
-Lisa H.
- Mood:
heat ache - Music:3 doors down- let me go


