August 29th, 2008
So I feel like a pile of fail. I didn't help Jess with her garage sale like I said I would. I didn't go to the Netherlands to see Jen like I said I would. I didn't got to Utah to visit my friends like I said I would. I acted like a 8 year old for 2 days because I was angry at my parents and didn't talk to them or look at them and refused to do anything while on vacation. I feel like I can be motivated to work hard at anything right now. I feel worn out and lost. I have to fill out my student teaching application by the 1st of October and the whole thing scares the crap out of me. I am not good and following through on things. I like my routines of go to class, work, home, and repeat. I have no idea how I am going to survive this year knowing that I have to be responsible for a huge move in my career in a city other than E'burg. And the idea of having to find a real job with a real apartment after this school year is even worse, I don't know if I am ready for that. I think I need to talk to a councilor when I get back to school. We will have to see.
July 11th, 2007
Current Music: elton john-levon
February 21st, 2006
So Friday I went to the LDSSA Winter dance in Yakima, it was a bust so Alex, Kerri, Cathy, Nicki and I went to back to E-burg. Spent the night and Kerri's and then in the morning went to Spokane with them, minus Nicki, to go to the Temple. The Spokane Temple is so small!!! Now I have been to all three temples in Washington. We spent the night at Kerri's parent's house and went to their ward's family night activity. Then Sunday morning drove back to E-burg got a smomach ache that turned into my "eruption", okay so I threw up, I think it was Kerri's mom's apple pie. All apple stuff makes me sick now!! Didn't even get to do my RS lesson. Alex drove me back to Courson where I rested and got a lot of sleep. Monday we had off so I went to a baptism and then back to bed. Missed Grey's Anatomy, heard it was really good.
February 8th, 2006
Current Music: project runway on tv
So this week has been kinda off. I will only be updating the good today thought.
So last night I watched my first episode of House. I really liked it. i hate house, he is such and ass, but that is what makes him so great.
Band sucks, well it is mostly me. I broke my good reed, so I had to break in a new one, and I have a solo, so you can see why me stress level my go off the charts. One of the bass calrinet girls told me to biol them for a minute and then clamp them to glass to dry. Ya I killed one of them and the other are still sh*t. And my section leader is helping me shaving them down with reed rush, but still they are so bad to use!!! Tomorrow i have a 3 hour break so I am gonna break in reeds, work out, and get some studying in. Then I am gonna figure out how to play bass clef cause I am learning bassoon right now and I looked like an idiot being the only one in the room who had no idea what I was playing. I think i'm done with music next quarter, not to sure.
I went on a tour of the upperclassesman resident halls for next year living and I have a few ideas. I was going for the Anderson 3 person, kichenete, living area, bathroom apartment near the music building, Wilson with one single bed huge room, I could put a couch in there, or Stephens/Whitney like Anderson, but no kitchenete. So ya.
Stress levels are up there, I have apsy. test on Friday and 2 papers due on monday. UGH!!
February 5th, 2006
Current Music: Sarah Mclachlan-time
Okay so the Hawks lost and there is some moron idiot guy yelling and screaming and making a lot of noise, probably really drunk too.
On a beter note, Lee and I, well mostly me decided to take it easy and just be really good friends. He finally admitted to being really shy and that I am his first girlfriends and that he wanted to ask me permission to hold my hand!! Ugh...but we are still gonna hang out and do stuff.
( grey's anatomy spoilerCollapse )
okay more later, bye peeps.
January 25th, 2006
Current Music: tv guide channel
to do list:
-psy 101 paper 2: due monday
-rha application: due feb 1st
-nrhh application: due feb 1st
-nacurh application: due feb 1st? well asap
-alpha lambda delta application: due... no idea
-read scriptures, psychology ch. 12 and 7, practice oboe and A. clarinet
-figure about relaionship
ugh 18 credits was not the greatest idea this quarter
every day I have been really tired
January 17th, 2006
Current Music: Dido-thank you
Well, the movie was amazing. I loved the books and the movie was just a great, nothing left out that I can think of. The battle scene was mind blowing. Peter was was too cute and pretty. I wasn't to sure about Aslan's voice. Now to the good stuff...I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!! *squee* *fits of giggles* Okay I feel like a giddy school girl. Amanda is getting a plaque anouncing that she is the best match maker in all CWU. With signatures from me, Lee, Robert, and Taylor. Ugh, now we just got to get her with someone. Thursday we are gonna go to dinner and then see Bach or "Dido and Aeneas" in my Music 102 class, we have these concert things once a week. I feel shiny!
January 16th, 2006
Date @ 09:13 pm
Current Music: sg1 broca dived
So um ya I quess am going on date tomorrow night to see "The Lion, Witch, and The Wardrobe" with Lee. Amanda and Taylor I quess set him straight about that he needs a direction to what he needs to do...??? Does that make sence? Any who Amanda gets all the credit someday. So ya there will be an update on how it went. Wish me luck!
January 9th, 2006
Current Music: secret garden-chaconne
I had a wierd dream. I was back home walking back to my house from the high school area at night, it was windy and wet. Once I got to my street is all looked the same but with christmas trees outside, i guess for pick up after the holidays. Once I got inside my mom told me to take care of my fish. He was frowning at me beacause I ignored him or something, but I cleaned his bowl and then he was happy. Yep that was it.
New classes have been good. I was really emotional over church yesterday, really glad to be eback, but I guess the presure od the church just got to me a little. I was really inactive last month.
January 3rd, 2006
Current Music: my new tv set up in my room
I love being able to fix my computer by my self. I fixed my "easy button" so I can use my multimedia. And I installed a memory card all by my self. Thank you very much.