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Aug. 29th, 2008

  • 8:04 PM
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So I feel like a pile of fail. I didn't help Jess with her garage sale like I said I would. I didn't go to the Netherlands to see Jen like I said I would. I didn't got to Utah to visit my friends like I said I would. I acted like a 8 year old for 2 days because I was angry at my parents and didn't talk to them or look at them and refused to do anything while on vacation. I feel like I can be motivated to work hard at anything right now. I feel worn out and lost. I have to fill out my student teaching application by the 1st of October and the whole thing scares the crap out of me. I am not good and following through on things. I like my routines of go to class, work, home, and repeat. I have no idea how I am going to survive this year knowing that I have to be responsible for a huge move in my career in a city other than E'burg. And the idea of having to find a real job with a real apartment after this school year is even worse, I don't know if I am ready for that. I think I need to talk to a councilor when I get back to school. We will have to see.

 

LMH

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Feb. 21st, 2006

  • 1:02 PM
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So Friday I went to the LDSSA Winter dance in Yakima, it was a bust so Alex, Kerri, Cathy, Nicki and I went to back to E-burg. Spent the night and Kerri's and then in the morning went to Spokane with them, minus Nicki, to go to the Temple. The Spokane Temple is so small!!! Now I have been to all three temples in Washington. We spent the night at Kerri's parent's house and went to their ward's family night activity. Then Sunday morning drove back to E-burg got a smomach ache that turned into my "eruption", okay so I threw up, I think it was Kerri's mom's apple pie. All apple stuff makes me sick now!! Didn't even get to do my RS lesson. Alex drove me back to Courson where I rested and got a lot of sleep. Monday we had off so I went to a baptism and then back to bed. Missed Grey's Anatomy, heard it was really good.

-Lisa H.

Update!!!

  • Feb. 8th, 2006 at 9:28 PM
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So this week has been kinda off. I will only be updating the good today thought.
So last night I watched my first episode of House. I really liked it. i hate house, he is such and ass, but that is what makes him so great.
Band sucks, well it is mostly me. I broke my good reed, so I had to break in a new one, and I have a solo, so you can see why me stress level my go off the charts. One of the bass calrinet girls told me to biol them for a minute and then clamp them to glass to dry. Ya I killed one of them and the other are still sh*t. And my section leader is helping me shaving them down with reed rush, but still they are so bad to use!!! Tomorrow i have a 3 hour break so I am gonna break in reeds, work out, and get some studying in. Then I am gonna figure out how to play bass clef cause I am learning bassoon right now and I looked like an idiot being the only one in the room who had no idea what I was playing. I think i'm done with music next quarter, not to sure.
I went on a tour of the upperclassesman resident halls for next year living and I have a few ideas. I was going for the Anderson 3 person, kichenete, living area, bathroom apartment near the music building, Wilson with one single bed huge room, I could put a couch in there, or Stephens/Whitney like Anderson, but no kitchenete. So ya.
Stress levels are up there, I have apsy. test on Friday and 2 papers due on monday. UGH!!

-Lisa H.

Feb. 5th, 2006

  • 8:49 PM
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Okay so the Hawks lost and there is some moron idiot guy yelling and screaming and making a lot of noise, probably really drunk too. On a beter note, Lee and I, well mostly me decided to take it easy and just be really good friends. He finally admitted to being really shy and that I am his first girlfriends and that he wanted to ask me permission to hold my hand!! Ugh...but we are still gonna hang out and do stuff. grey's anatomy spoiler )

okay more later, bye peeps.

              -Lisa H.

Jan. 25th, 2006

  • 11:14 PM
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to do list:
-psy 101 paper 2: due monday
-rha application: due feb 1st
-nrhh application: due feb 1st
-nacurh application: due feb 1st? well asap
-alpha lambda delta application: due... no idea
-read scriptures, psychology ch. 12 and 7, practice oboe and A. clarinet
-figure about relaionship
-social life
-sleep

ugh 18 credits was not the greatest idea this quarter
every day I have been really tired
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Well, the movie was amazing. I loved the books and the movie was just a great, nothing left out that I can think of. The battle scene was mind blowing. Peter was was too cute and pretty. I wasn't to sure about Aslan's voice. Now to the good stuff...I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!! *squee* *fits of giggles* Okay I feel like a giddy school girl. Amanda is getting a plaque anouncing that she is the best match maker in all CWU. With signatures from me, Lee, Robert, and Taylor. Ugh, now we just got to get her with someone. Thursday we are gonna go to dinner and then see Bach or "Dido and Aeneas" in my Music 102 class, we have these concert things once a week. I feel shiny!

-Lisa H.

Date

  • Jan. 16th, 2006 at 9:13 PM
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So um ya I quess am going on date tomorrow night to see "The Lion, Witch, and The Wardrobe" with Lee. Amanda and Taylor I quess set him straight about that he needs a direction to what he needs to do...??? Does that make sence? Any who Amanda gets all the credit someday. So ya there will be an update on how it went. Wish me luck!

-Lisa H.

Jan. 9th, 2006

  • 12:25 PM
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I had a wierd dream. I was back home walking back to my house from the high school area at night, it was windy and wet. Once I got to my street is all looked the same but with christmas trees outside, i guess for pick up after the holidays. Once I got inside my mom told me to take care of my fish. He was frowning at me beacause I ignored him or something, but I cleaned his bowl and then he was happy. Yep that was it.
New classes have been good. I was really emotional over church yesterday, really glad to be eback, but I guess the presure od the church just got to me a little. I was really inactive last month.

-Lisa H.

Jan. 3rd, 2006

  • 1:55 PM
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I love being able to fix my computer by my self. I fixed my "easy button" so I can use my multimedia. And I installed a memory card all by my self. Thank you very much.

Holidays in review

  • Jan. 1st, 2006 at 3:24 PM
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Flew to Arizona on Christmas Eve night, loved the of the sun and of the desert. Met my parent's neighbors and satyed at there house. Went to zoo to see the zoo lights with neighbor and neighbor's daughter. Saw Erika in Tuscon. Drove from Arizona though California, Oregon, and Washington all in one weekend. Dear flist, please remend me to never ever drive up the coast with my parents in one weekend ever again. They kept on fighting and my mom hates my dad's driving.
Laptop is nice and shinny, but they forgot to give me back my wirless card, so I need to call Best Buy.
Going back to school tomorrow with my new Tv and my fishy. See everyone around and have a great safe New Year.

Dec. 25th, 2005

  • 2:52 PM
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Merry Christmas everyone. I hope that you are all having a wonderful day. I made it to Arizona, the plan is to be here untill Friday and then drive back to Washington in time for my 9am class, I want to get to E-burg a couple days before classes start.
Arizona is so beautiful. The air is so heavy with the scent of flowers and full of warmth. there is a really nice light breeze. so perfect, but for December? Oh well, I am happy I am not frozen. Tomorrow, I am going to the zoo with my parent's neighbor and his' daughter. He is so cool, an older British man, very sweet and kind. He brought us pi and cheese cake and is cooking us dinner tomorrow or Tuesday. Wednesday I am gonna meet Erika, who I ahven't seen in 5 years! I don't know what I am gonna do with my self.
Sam, If you want your gift you can pick it up in a-town, Kyle is home. But I will find a way to get it to you.
Well I hope everyone is well and rest, relax, and stay safe.

-Lisa H.

Dec. 20th, 2005

  • 2:54 PM
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I really hate being home. I am such a different person, when I am home, and I don't like it. At school I am someone different, better. I don't know, when I am home I mess thing up, I say and do stupid things. I don't understand. Like my mom tells me not to say thing, but I do it anyways!! UGH!!!

-Lisa H.

Home all week

  • Dec. 20th, 2005 at 1:14 PM
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I won't be going Seattle tomorrow :( I miss my college friends, but I will see them soon.
Ciara liked her gift, I knew you would!!! Any who...yep.
-Lisa H.

Finals week

  • Dec. 6th, 2005 at 8:25 AM
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Yesterday was dead day, you just act like the dead and do nothing at all, well thats what I did at least. Today I went to my third final, and my Prof. was like "Why are you here? If you take the final it won't help or hurt you." So I thanked him for the quarter and left. He said I was a great student! *grins* I am gonna like college. Tomorrow is mt Computer final, powerpoint machine test.
Ran into Mary, Mark's friend from back home.
Plannning to head home Friday night. I don't want to miss out on the free icecream though. I do get to have one more girls nite before I leave.

-Lisa H.

Dec. 4th, 2005

  • 3:28 PM
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You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

Dec. 1st, 2005

  • 10:05 PM
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It just keeps on snowiing!! Well I have 2 test tomorrow and I ned to get my clarinet to the hall manager so she can take it to the shI can have my girls night out with my girls. Tonight we wne tand saw "Pride and Prejudgice". I loved it!!! It was so good many fan girl moments. My mom wants to take me to see "walk the line" when I get home. I also need to go shoppping for jeans. I discovered Poweraide Energy Juice is good and helps with tiredness.
-Lisa H.

Dear Sam,

  • Nov. 29th, 2005 at 12:47 PM
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So Friday night I got together with the Amandas, Taylor, and a new girl, Dannel, like Jannel.
Girls night out and in )

Gosh. Darn. It!!

  • Nov. 13th, 2005 at 4:53 PM
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So I found out that the guy I like has a girlfriend. And it hit me like an arrow to my heart. I realized that I still get these really stupid feelings, like when you are in middle school for cute boys. I need to realize that I am not emotionally mature for a real realationship, but I really want one. I guess I think that if I get one I will be an adult. I feel so stupid. I need to find guys who are in my league; my age group, same level as me.

-Lisa H.